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Today I found myself crying, Thinking about the past. Remembering all the memories that you and I have shared, Wondering why God took you back. Did I not show you how much I cared? Was it the way I looked into your eyes, Telling myself that you would always be there? God, I trusted you and you let me down, Poison grows in my heart and hatred is my foundation that surrounds. Why didn't you tell me you were leaving? I could have begged you to stay, Now my heart is torn...heavily bleeding. I find myself day after day, Staring into a portrait of a man whom I wished could have stayed. And been a part of my life, Instead of a memory that I dwell on and cry. Please don't think that I hate you for the wounds that I have, Just understand that I only wish you were still here with me, Because I love and miss you ... Dad. |
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They They see us together and they immediately compare. They can't seem to understand the love we share, A one of kind romance that's real and rare. They whisper into each other's ears, Secrets and lies of their disturbing fears. They don't see that our love is deeply seared, They can only count the difference between our years. Like vicious vultures they stand and wait, Ready to tear apart and portray their hate. So eager to influence their opinions and saturate, Negative thoughts and judgmental scorns to contemplate. But their words I will not hear or heed, Begin to even comprehend or concede. Their wicked wishes disguised as advices seeds, Cannot grow in our hearts or nourish our soul's precious need. I refuse to accept their jealous rage, To be forced to live alone in depression's silent cage. Their message will fall on deaf ears and decay, Because our love is stronger and will not degrade. I love you so much its etched deep within, Your fire that consumes me is only seen as sin. By those who don't understand or even want to begin, To accept our love for what it is... |